
... I don't see an emoticon for severe frustration and annoyance. But, this depicts my emotion close enough... face-wise.
Ever have a moment where you just wanted to scream? And nothing bounces back but an endless echo. Just being in a place where you can't be happy and stress free. Every day is filled with me clinching my teeth and looking for any quiet room. Just a moment to get a way for one minute. Just 60 seconds.
Reaching to be free
Yet vines surround me
Gripping my soul
Binded by control
I am in a place I don't wish to be
No room for elevation
No space for peace
No time to think
Just places to sink
Quicksand
And yet I still try to find a way...
Just random thoughts. I managed to finish a client project, so I feel a bit accomplished there. The client was happy and is asking for further service. Unfortunately, I can't provide it. Search engine optimization. So, that's something I've been thinking on. The site design is completely different than something I'd ever design. But it was a challenge, and I really liked pushing myself to work with colors I never worked with before. However, I don't think I can take on any more clients until I'm in a better position. Or I can at least concentrate and have some type of peace. But... I will try to take on a few anyway. I just need to try.
Other than that, I gave Usher's CD a rest for a while. I'm looking forward to Musiq's CD in February.

My month. Puuurfect timing.
It's kinda funny how we met back
When you walked down the hall where I worked at
A caramel shorty with a phat back
I spoke, you spoke, we spoke and that's that
Now ain't it funny how fate play
Cause I saw you at the club down on Market Street
And hollered like what's up girl
You said nothing man, and you smiled and went on your way
Like you didn't even notice me
And really like you didn't even want to speak
But that's cool, cause now its almost like everyday
I'm going off the things you do and things you say
It seems like our lives have been syndicated
But my minds bout the music, we can both make it
Who would have thought that we'd go from a straight up ignore
To talkin bout who wants more
Cause let me tell you girl
[Chorus]
Check it out how it transpired
We went from a spark to a raging fire
Down like a car, 4 flat tires
She my superstar, I'd be the shine behind her (yah'mean)
She got a ni** wide open
Shook like the trees when the wind is blowin
She my Missy and I'm her Timbaland
She rock my planet like
Zuh zuh zuh zuh zuh zuh zuh zuh
My mans and them said get it in
But my plans have been to get it in
And I'd do that, but never been a rude cat
I play fair so we go tit for tat till the blackness bares
First reaction was weird but it still was nice
So good that we did it twice
I'm saying in the beginning
She was scared but it still was nice
So good that we did it twice
I'm telling you girl
SLICK! Love it.

Common's video Testify and Kanye West's Heard Em' Say is deep too... oh the realness, feel it. Ha.
I wrote something called "A toast to Rose". Kind of off the top of my head. It's a little long, but it tells a story. A narration. So maybe I'll find time to fix it up and submit it.
Okay, I'm done with this long entry. Pardon me.
Miss Q